Never Forget”’…

its Quite sad sometimes, what we expected never comes, we couldn’t reached it cos its too high, or sometimes its never be shown in our shadow .. that’s why we don’t have to expected too much for anything or everything we want, sometimes its hardly to understand, but we should realize even its hard,

starting from now, i just learned, that we could expected too much form Love, we just could spread Love to everyone, even they need it or Not, we just spread it out of our Life, and starting from now also, i would asking more to You, not ure life, not ure love, not everything from You,, its just dreaming like i said before, you have ure owned life, and so do I … started from now, we reach our own way to life, one thing that i never regret about this, cos i meeting you and spent day with you its the greatest day i ever had, even for short time….

The Answer..

Smlekom,,,

tiap kejadian pasti punya alasan masing-masing, begitu juga pertanyaan kenapa dan mengapa?? ndak ada bedanyah siyh, cuma yah ini sebagai suatu hal yang lumrah untuk diangkat sebagai kisah hidup gw selanjutnya,, huahahahaha—- saat pertanyaan hati yang kadang hanya kita yang tahu, dan pastinya Tuhan, saat kita merasa belum menemukan jawabannya, pasti kita berdoa sepanjang sholat kita, berdoa sepanjang waktu yang tersisa buat kita, ampe kita merasa,, hummm—- inilah jawabannyah, meski ndak selalu jelas, tapi pasti akan datang suatu waktu,

Akuh hanya bisa berdoa untuk yang terbaik buat kita berdua, saat aku merasa hanya sebagai beban buat kamu, dan aku berusaha untuk tetap tegar ma apa yang udah aku putuskan, aku masih tetap pergi tanpa jawaban, hanya satu hal yang membuat aku yakin, dan itu hanya Tuhan yang tahu… semua terlintas dan berjalan dengan sangat cepath, kadang aku juga bingung, benarkah semua yang kita jalanin, aku bingung, aku berserah diri dan pasrah, apapun nanti kedepannya,

aku mungkin bukan yang terbaik buat kamu, dan aku jg mungkin bukan yang paling penegrtian ma kamu, tapi aku yakin kalo aku punya hati yang tulus buat kamu dan ampe kapanpun bisa aku jaga, sebagai bukti kalo ak punya satu hal yang orang lain gak punya…

it’s Done …

fiufff—–

it’s short story i made, it’s Done—-

One Day…!!!

“…”"If it’s a broken part, replace it But, if it’s a broken arm then brace it If it’s a broken heart then face it..”"”

hummm,, is it the song of sadness or is it the song of confusing?? my heart its broken into pieces, and it could never back as the first time it created, Leszek Medzer, its the song i heard this night, replacing what lost in my mind, replacing what it should be in front of me …

one day i felt, I’m the lucky person in the world cos i meet you and spent time with you one day, its just only one day, and the next day,, fiuuuff,,, world become darkness, and sky become black inside of my heart also same, sounds life happiness for that day, but sounds never comes directly into my life, and i should trying harder and more patience,,

One day i meet this person, someone completed me so fast, life become more colorful and cheerful, is it just one day.. my tears never goes down, but its felt hurt deep inside my eyes, fiuf,,,,, !!!!

is it just One day, I’m completed ….. !!!!

Jason Mraz–Details in Fabric

Calm down
Deep breaths
And get yourself dressed instead
Of running around
And pulling all your threads and
Breaking yourself up

If it’s a broken part, replace it
But, if it’s a broken arm then brace it
If it’s a broken heart then face it

And hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your own name
And go your own way

And everything will be fine
Everything will be fine
mmmhmm

Hang on
Help is on the way
Stay strong
I’m doing everything

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own way

And everything, everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault
Of faulty manufacturing.

Yeah everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Everything

Hold your own
And know your name
And go your own way

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling? (Go your own way)

Are the details in the fabric (Hold your own, know your name)
Are the things that make you panic (Go your own way)
Is it Mother Nature’s sewing machine?

Are the things that make you blow (Hold your own, know your name)
Hell no reason go on and scream
If you’re shocked it’s just the fault (Go your own way)
Of faulty manufacturing

Everything will be fine
Everything in no time at all
Hearts will hold

HOW I Remember You..

Smlekom,,,

fiuf, tday and last day its the best i ever had, akuh dan kamuh, hummmm.. just like a star, leaving from crowded in our own life, and have great time just both… malem iniyh jugha kebeneran bangeth kalo ada temen gw yag kasih tau ada lyric baguss, and alhasil i wrote in this blogs, its the sweetest thing’s juts like movie titled,, heheheh.. enjoyed guy’s spread love in everywhere for everyone.. !!!

If it’s true from the start
That the names of those we love
Are written in our hearts
And we’ll search ’til we find
In this jungle of Confusion
Something that reminds us
How we love each other
Then I think I’ve found the clue
Because I certain I remember you

Through my window I see
How the seasons change like notes
Within some harmony
But the love in our eyes
Is an endless summer
Is a joy that magnifies
Each time we touch each other
And it feels like Deja Vu
As my heart reveals
How I remember you

Day after day I’m amazed
How our love intensifies
In every way it resembles forever
Abandons us never

Like the sunlight that shines
Like the fragrance of the rose
No single word defines
We are tuned to the sound
That displays creation
That our lives revolve around
And searching for each other
From a million hearts we choose
You remember me and I remember you

A chorus of sparrows in summer
Is how I remember you
The fire of maples in autumn
Is how I remember you
The Silence of snowfall in winter
Is how I remember you

Akuh n Kamuh

hummm…

setelah sekian lama ketakutan Akuh kembali datang dengan hadirnya Kamuh di samping akuh, hummm,, awalnyah akuh ngira kamuh sama aja ma yang lainnyah, tapi sejauh ini kamu punya hal yang beda, ketulusan, kebaikan, kesabaran hadapin akuh,, hmmm… masih berasa mimpi,,, mungkin juga ini jawaban dari doa akuh selama iniyh, !!!!

is it You…!!!!

Tuhan….

ternyata hidup itu emang aneh bin ajaib, ada saat dimana gw ngerasa semua hal yang gw usahain sia2, and doa oun ga manjur… alhasil, kembali ke jalan yang sesat, cuman untuk sesaat ajah…

hari ini mungkin hari dimana gw ngerasa beryukur teramat sangat, pagi hari dimulai naek angkotan yang suwer.. lanchar benerrr jalannyah, trus di busway yang sepadeth itu gw bisa dapeth tempat duduk dari start ampe akhir.. fiuf… dan untuk hari ini jugha, gw ga tau, emang perasaan gw yang seneng banget ato apa, cuman,, hummm,,, bersyukur bangeth semua yang udah gw jalnin hari ini indah benerrr…

hari ini jugha ga lupa gw bersyukur and berdoa, terima kasih Tuhan,, semua hal yang terjadi hari ini begitu indah, begitu baik, lancar alhamdulillah…

dan di akhir malam pun, lebih menyenangkan, hummm,, meet someone, fiuf,, hope you’re the best i ever had in my life…

Nu Thing’s

Hummm… i’m totally become more Biatch for now, and it for sure,,, hahahahahhaa… something stupid while i’m goin desperado, it’s all about faith, and its all about human feeling’s, sometimes i couldn’t control my self, for what happened in my Nu life, and its become Nu thing’s .. more Biatch i’am, its more comforted i guess..

sometimes it’s sounds like fairy tale, but damn its totally in real life, shit….!!!! sometimes, i felt more closer and getting closer, until i knew its the good feeling’s i ever had, but suddenly, ouchh… its hurt like a knife,

and at the end, i am back in God Hand’s …!!!

Life Oh Life…

Untuk kesekian kalinya gw failed lagi ditahap akhir,, hummm,,, emang bedonh kaliy yagh gw-nyah,, padahal dari sekian banyak yg ikutan di tahap akhir, gw ngerasa gw bisa masuk, cuman,, hummm… balik lagi, ternyata emang belum rejeki gw, dan yaps,, tetebh smangadh, berdoa, plus berusaha untuk dapet yg baik lagi nanti kedepannya…

Tuhan, hanya kepada-Mu ak berdoa dan berserah diri, kmrn udah berjuang semaksimal mungkin, namun masih belum terwujud mimpinya,,, kegagalan kali ini mungkin untuk kesekian kalinya gw rasain, dan hanya padamu ak meminta perlindungan untuk diberi kesabaran.. hummm,,, masih belum bisa bahagiain nyokap ma bokap, hmmm….

thanx ya buat yang duah support gw,, Uya Kuya ma GietWidz… hehehe- ure the besth lagh, mbul, juwi, Wira,, hummmm maap belum beruntung lagi euyh gw, hihihihihihihi….!!!!!